Name: SqueegeeBob IP: 209.253.49.73 Subject: Re: Rant==Good; Email: Website: http:// Article: A new truck???? I DON'T KNOW YOU ANY MORE!!!!!!! sorry, didn't mean to scream, but just a little shock. A new truck...--- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- --- Replying to Original Article: My, my, my. Such Creative Energies from so many different people. Keenon, I enjoyed your stories. They surprised and delighted me. oh, and If I offended you earlier when I posted that I didn't know you had it in you , I'm sorry... THat was another example of Mack doesn't think before he speaks, or in this case Types. Oh, and The anonymous is getting a little annoying. Kenny, I suggest that in the future, any posts be required to have an author that is at least recognizable. Granted it is probably not enforceable, but I think everyone here is capable of being trusted to comply. Although, I don't guess it's my place to be suggesting rules for your board... Ok, I guess that means disregard this paragraph entirely. I guess I could just delete it, but then y'all wouldn't be subjected to my mindless drivel... I have had a really strange feeling these past couple of days. I have not posted recently, because I haven't been home for more than two hours except to sleep, all week long. I have been out, mostly trying to write a program for CS. But this process is complicated by the fact that for a good deal of the week, I thought Nicole was trying to avoid me, and now that looks like it wasn't the case. I still have absolutely no Idea as to how she feels toward my recent admission that I have feelings for her. I have been worried that I did something to make her mad, but I think now, that she was just not home every time I tried to call. Anyway, I know I wrote lower down that I was not going to mention the subject again, but I guess I lied. Hey Derek, I just wanted to say again, how Just about every emotion your protagonist feels in every story has been on my mind in the past few months. I hope that my story ends up more happily than yours do. ok, enough of my sob story. Good news, well, I don't guess for y'all it's good or bad, and for me it is more of just news. I bought a Dodge Durango yesterday. I really think it is a worthwhile expense although You all may disagree with me on that. But as my parents have repeated time and again, It is my money, so I don't guess it's any of your business. Not that I'm trying to piss everyone off. that is by no means my intention. wow, I actually have a decent typing speed. Don't y'all just love stream of consciousness. It's nice to know, that I'm not alone in my feelings of apathy, and whatnot. I have ok grades in all my classes, but I'm starting to really slack off, and I don't even care. I'll care when the grades come in and I don't pass chemistry, Not a likely scenario, I hope, but anyway, I really must do a better job of keeping up with the board. I am amazed at how when I am checking it every day there are an average of five posts, but when I get busy doing something else, and don't check it, then I have fifty to reply to, and most of what I have to ! say is redundant restatements of what others have said. I really like the Durango, and am really excited about driving it. well, I started off this post being really good about paragraphing my thoughts, but then I kinda went stream of consciousness and didn't find places to put paragraphs in. I think I have ranted enough right now, although I barely scratched the surface of what I've been thinking these past few days.. you know, this board is really a nice crutch. Oh, I lied, I remember what I was thinking now, so I'm gonna keep talking. I think I've become something of a manic depressive lately. I will spend most of one day in a really bad mood, and then I'll cheer up for about an hour before I go to sleep, and then I'll wake up from a blissful dream where Nicole has agreed to go out with me, and then I come back to the real world,and it's such a let down that I am in a bad mood for the rest of that day. I have been on a string of good days today and yesterday, because I bought a Durango. Gee, I hope I didn't get it just to fill the void where Nicole should go. No, I don't think so, because as soon as I got home yesterday, I wanted called her, and there was no answer. I still got sad and nervous just like every other time, but while thinking immediately about the Durango made me happy, It still didn't fill the void. it just distracted me. am I making any sense, or am I just rambling. I don't guess many people like to read this much at once, so I will let y'all go, besides I'm not being the best guest over here at Matt's. I took over his computer, and am dominating his phone line just so that I can gripe and moan about my own little insecurities, and I think I'll just go out and drive my new truck, and cheer up. I'll finish this thought at a later date. Goodbye, and if any of you have read all the way down here, thanks for listening, and Goodbye.