Name:     high king fanboy
IP:       208.234.230.136
Subject:  And I'm so confused, about what to do...
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...sometimes i wanna throw it all away.
                                              -Goldfinger
okay, i honestly see the perspective of every person on this board.  as most of you know, i do
have a girlfriend.  we've been together for close to six months, and honest to god, i've never
been happier.  but she's also my first girlfriend.  i'm 19 and my current girlfriend total
equals 1...hell, i hadn't been kissed until three weeks after my 18th birthday.  not that i'm
complaining, i'm just trying to illustrate a point.
when i met megan, she was dating another guy...John Perrin, actually.  but she'd read speedball
and when we were introduced, i was wearing a jay and silent bob t-shirt.  even before we met,
megan was a huge kevin smith fan.  that entire night, she flirted with me, while Perrin and I
talked comics.  when it was over, she went to a tremendous amount of trouble to give me her
phone number, and wrote "CALL ME!" in big letters with a smiley face next to it.  she really
really really liked me, even though she just met me.
i didn't call till over a month later, and then only under extreme duress from Shelley and, of
all people, John Perrin.  god, i'm an idiot.
By the way, thanks, John.  I don't think i ever gave you proper credit.
Anyway, i had a point.  i spent most of my young adult life in love with not one, but two women
i never had a chance with, for various reasons.  i didn't go to my senior prom to hide from one
of them.  and i spent my entire high school and the first two semesters of college without a
woman.  this paragraph has nothing to do with the first sentence.
my point is, it does happen.  it's usually not the first girl you fall for, and its never the
first girl you know you love...but she's still you're best friend.  It does happen.  hell, if
the high king of fanboys, duke of geeks and bane to 90% of women everywhere can find someone,
its definitely not impossible.  How does it happen?  who the hell knows.  but dont give up hope. 
in the end, its worth it.here i am, pretending i'm a superman.   -d