Name:     Shells
IP:       206.139.7.57
Subject:  A NOTE FOR DEREK:
Email:    ongir@hotmail.com
Website:  http://

I would have liked to talk to you personally about this, certainly in a less public place as
this.  But as you won't return my phone calls,  and I am not sure what your email adress is
anymore (I seem to remember something that you were going to change it to a comic book
character, blah, and I don't remember which one; so I will just have to use this board.



At this time, I would like to ask that if you aren't Derek, please just stop reading this post. 
If you don't, whatever.  But please don't respond, I say this will all Southern Kindness in my
heart-- It is none of your business.







Okay, Derek... now that the others have gone.  I need  to speak with you.  The other day I had a
meeting with Dr. Sunseri about my vampire project.  While walking from the BA to her office
together, she made just one comment--"Your old friend Derek is in my other class.  He seems to
miss you."



I've been thinking about that, and everyday I've called your house.  But, you aren't there or
the line is busy.  Blah, do you realize that you haven't seen me since I've cut my hair?? It is
practically the length it once was, and I have not seen you since you dyed your hair red.  (You
vampire you!  ) Me being the anal person I am made a list for you.  (I like lists).





THINGS I MISS:



1) You always making jokes about monkeys....Monkeys are always funny.

2)Singing Red Hot Chilli Pepper Songs to you really loudly until you liked them.

3)Tuesday and Thursday morning J&B time.

4)Watching Kevin Smith movies with you; you make them interesting.

5)Riding around in a car with you because, well no reason; cars are fun.

6)Helping you do things I never could. (ie Speedball)

7)Actually liking Punk/Ska music because you like it.

8)Talking with you about happy things.

9)Crying on your shoulder.

10)Talking with you about sad things.

11)Having you cry on my shoulder.

12)Eating at Sigon. (yummy)

13)Doing the "RUN" dance for you.

14)Dreaming about our future publishing company together.

15)Playing pool with you in the UC!

16)reading your work.  liking it, but always trying to keep your feet on the ground.

17)whatever happened to our musical/novel/vadville show?? we need to get that together and make
a million dollars.

18)talking religion/politics/pooh bear with you.

19)talking with you.

20)you.  just you.



I miss you.



I don't know what else to say other than I still smorange you.  Still.

Shelley